It’s my birthday in a couple of days and naturally I’m feeling some type of way.
I don’t like birthdays, for me it is a lot of pressure and turning 24 in less than a week is actually a lot of work for me. Honestly!
I usual worried that maybe I’m behind time, or I’m not doing enough and completely forgetting that I’ve come a really long way from my last birthday.Okay, maybe my bank account don’t really say much to back up how much I’ve grown lol, but there’s been a whole lot of changes and growth that I really should be grateful for.
First of, I know now not to be too worried about not succeeding but instead just shooting my shots…life is short to worry too much.Speaking about worrying, I worry TOO much, honestly, I don’t know how not to but I have been made to realize that worrrying too much is not the best and I’m working it.
I can do a lot of things (quite very talented) and this might be a problem, you know the saying “Jack of all trade master of none”. I occational feel stucked even in areas I obviously I shouldn’t. I have now deviced a means to finding a balance to my “I-want-to-try-everything-but-end-up-being-stuck” situation. I identified 2 things I can do easily, things that come to be without too much hassle and I’ve decided to really focus on them which on the long run will further move my other hobbies forward from their “stagnant” phase.
In today’s post, I thought I’d get real with you, to let you know what is really going on with me like here. I find it almost therapeutic to share my innermost thoughts with you guys and this is new for me, I almost never share my thoughts I’m guessing it’s also part of growth.
So on my birthday, instead of sulking and worrying too much. I have decided to be grateful to God!It’ll be weird if I didn’t mention anything about what’s going on here (my choice of clothings). So here goes, following up my last post, I’m finding new ways to style my many many oversized clothes to fit my new interest.In the past, I’d most likely botton up my shirt, tuck in, fold my sleeves and use a belt. That was Hassie 1.0 lol, and she’s still very much alive, just currently exploring all her options.
But the 2.0 version of me deviced to wear a crop top underneath my shirt and show off some skin while also play around with my shirt.For those that asked if I’d still be giving you my denim/retro vibes, the answer is yes, I’ll just be switching it up a little.
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